| gthing ( @ 2004-11-02 00:59:00 |
| Current mood: | debilitating depression |
| Current music: | Neil Diamond |
Tap Hap Crappy
I haven't posted much as of late because it's been a really hard few weeks on me. I won't get into it, but basically imagine any aspect of my life, then imagine that aspect as f---'d up as possible.
So I keep thinking to myself, things have got to get better, right? It has to rain before you get a rainbow, right? Lightening can't strike the same place twice, right?
It appears I was wrong on all counts.
Today was going to be a good day. A fresh week. Instead, I woke up to one of my best friends telling me he does not want to be friends anymore. The best part is that is reason doesn't even make any sense and he accused me of something that was SOO far from the truth. He told me I was stupid. He was really angry so I just said "f--- you, dude." He was being way irrational.
I usually hate being accused of something that isn't true. Usually I hate it because I can see how the person thought what they thought. In this case I don't know how to feel because what he accused me of is so weird and irrational.
A little bit later my car broke down. I do not think I will fix it. It's like trying to turn a piece of poo into sunday dinner.
Look for me on the Bus.